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Age: 17 School: Temasek Poly Birthday: 19th Dec Happily Attached to Candy Chen =D I think i wanna do a STABLE Liberty =P. Archives November 2007 December 2007 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 Links | Lingyi-Lys | Cassandra-Lys | Celestine-Lys | Kenneth-Lys | Jiaen-Lys | Lijie-Lys | Joanne-Lys | Shihui-Lys | Renyi-Lys | Shuyi-Lys | Xinyan-Lys | Lynette-Lys | Rachel.L-Lys | Rachel.T-Lys | Dora-Lys | Isaac-Lys | Feli-Lys | Shamaine | Cheryln-Lys | JiaEn-Lys | BLAZERS | Fiona-Blaz | Charyl-Blaz | Terence-Blaz | Mark-Blaz | Haziq-Blaz | Ken-Blaz | Justin-Blaz | Michelle-Blaz | Simin-Blaz | Cheryl-Blaz | Stephanie-Blaz | Bryan-Blaz | Joey-Blaz | Huixian-Blaz | Nicolette-Blaz | Weiqi | Michelle | Xinyi | Jasmine-TP Tagboard
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Sunday, August 31, 2008 Went to comex fair to support Wildcards today =) Their performances was cool! Sometimes i really blame my big mouth leh. cus the MC was like talking duno smth abt wad big wad small de, thn i jus anyhow yelled BIG thn i was called on stage -.- Needa challenge some indian on HIP SHAKING LOL! IS SO PS CAN! LOL shake like pig liddat WORST STILL! in e end still lose LOL OK anw, wanted to watch movie one but somehow nvr did watch la so went home and sleep LOL! ok night -.- Thanks superwoman =) Labels: mybuttisitchy Saturday, August 30, 2008 I know i'm always getting along well with people, keeping quiet trying my best nt to argue or talk back. All i can say is tt is so not me =) Anw i'm happy today! =) Seriously! Thanks for everything, I really appreciate it! Thanks for the gift too! =D Sleep early people. =) Labels: whenthetimecomes Friday, August 29, 2008 Was quite happy today =) attempted like 7 toss to hands ( i know is abit little ) and 4 succeeded =) so is like a 57% hit rate ba? Guess i'll need to practice more =) Thanks for the encouragement ken and candy and of cus ppl who is there la =) Team aces came down to help us too =) thy're really cool ok! There's one cupie machine where u put coin thn he'll cupie u! HHA is cool =) guess i'll need to improve =) and tt is by being abe to do extension =D hahaa! JY BA! Grats to ppl who did cupie today =) Anw i'm happy today =) Firstly cus i'm having much more confidence in doing toss to hands with candy =) i'll try with other flyers after i'm really confident ok! And secondly is cus i broke my thumb =D It's ok =) i guess a lil rest would do the trick =D anyway i'm so looking forward to sunday =D Hope it'll be fun! hahahahaha Anw wanted to watch Death race today with Candy and gary one but thn cnt make it ah~ we're abit late for the show so chnge of plans went to Ajisen and ate ton toro =D LOL! went to the arcade and accompanied gary before going off for training haha! OK ba i need to sleep soon, My back is acting up again~ Night people =) Take care of yourself too ok! I'm alright, no worries=) Labels: love Wednesday, August 27, 2008 I feel dumb and useless can? ok i suck. Anw to continue, something funny happened jus now =) LOL ok Good luck to ppl whose having their last paper on thursday! All the waaaay =) Nights Labels: smiles Tuesday, August 26, 2008 I'm Blogging I'm Blogging! OK! -End- Nahhs! jus kidding~ anw i cnt wait for thursday gyming! there's a sudden urge inside me to chiong gym~ i know i have limits~ i know i cnt carry as much weight as others~ but still..... I'LL TRY! hahahahahaa! And yeah Maths paper has been killed by me~ as well as Circuit Analysis =) So DFUND is next !! Watch out! So met up with ken and candy tgt with larry to study for awhile, but got bored~ -.- So went to have dinner before heading home=) There's so much i want to say, There's so much i want to show, If only i could, If only there weren't so much obstacle, Then you'll definately know how i feel :) Labels: im happy Sunday, August 24, 2008 Saturday! Went to ZH sec to wait for the team before eating beancurd =D Met up with candy b4 bus-ing over =) Luckily this time round, there aint any sheep onboard going "mehmeh" LOL Sadly there aint any entertainment too cus "mehmeh" wasn't ard! LOL So the first thing i did when i sat down inside de shop was "Zhiliang! i wanna challenge u arm wrestling!" hahaha! obviously i lost~.~ But nvm la! is fun =) Went to study at bedok mac b4 heading over to ehub for movie. Watch 4bia and found it hilarious! HAHA Sent gary to his bus stop be4 walking home with candy. I admit i was abit afraid la,cus of the movie -.- especially the last story titled "Last Fright" LOL is scary -.- no choice la, took out my ear piece plugged it into my ears and blast the music! i hope it'll scare the fear away! HAHA OK GOOD NIGT =) You know this is for you =) Hoped is long enough to cover =) Labels: heehee It's gross =\ Haha Still wan sushi? Think Bitches! =DD STOP EATING SUSHI For sushi lover, sorry to tell you this...
Hope it doesn't give u nightmares =D Sweet Dreams =) Labels: hahaha Saturday, August 23, 2008 Went gyming alone today, did the normal stuffs~ and thn ken and candy came along to visit me. LOL Bussed to pasir ris b4 heading over to BBQ with the band members =) Chitty Chat awhile before watching movie and thn head home =) Studying maths tml i think! I'm alrdy half dead -.- OK i think i shall stop. i'm weird today. Labels: yogurt Friday, August 22, 2008 OK~ First of all~ all i can say is GRATS TO ME =D oh well i did a few Toss to hands today, there's time when it failed and times when it passed =) I'm jus happy tt my beloved seniors ( larry,ken) is dere to help me out =) Not forgetting candy! She nvr gets tired of encouraging me when i'm down~ Thanks girl =) Guess i'll have to work harder! I need to train more! Rahhs! wahaha! OKOK so i stunt-ed inside hong kong cafe and finally got a good pic of it =) Did it outside Ngee An City too!! Chairing Candy And With Candy again =) Alright! IT's been a tiring week for me and for everyone else i guessed. Time to study le! Exams 3 days! Holidays 2 MONTHS! Muhahaha!! Study hard people! GOODNIGHT! Labels: Harlot Wednesday, August 20, 2008 So did a Toss To hands with Candy on tuesday. Tried quite alot of times, trying to get a feel of where the legs woul be after i toss so tt i can catch it, but it's nt as easy for me. I jus cnt freaking see her feet lor, haha larry told me to feel, dun look. So i tried and after a few tosses with the extra knowledge from larry how to blast, i finally caught her feet =) Tried again and i caught it again, thn i went to rest la and after tt larry said. OK WEIHAO! last Toss to hands thn we go up le, it's drizzling, if u can do it, candy treat u fried rice =D So i asked how many tries am i entitled to? 3 he replied. And i was focusing..... focusing.... focusing.... thn toss her and caught her legs =D Ok of cus i was over joyed but thn i told myself it's probably luck, so i'll like cfm my toss to hands on thursday ba =) DOOMSDAY T.T OK anyway gotta concentrate more on studies now. Is jus 3 days of exams and thn HOLIDAY FOR 2 mths =D sounds familiar eh! Dont laught to yourself! LOL okok gotta study le T.T I hate studying! I'd rather slack ~ LOL Alright ! GOOD NIGHT =) Thanks for cheering me up =) Labels: studystudystudy Monday, August 18, 2008 Saturday Went for the cheer competion, and it was more like a trail run la rather thn the real thing cus there isn't and judges ard. ha so, of cus i was bloody nervous when i saw the better cheer teams ard =x BUT still we still have to go up and perform wad, so ya lor went up to perform. Everything went smoothly, RO backtuck landed =) so after tt we went to eat steamboat at joo jiat. Thn go Parkway eat oreo cheesecake before heading back home. This is where all the dumb shit happens. So i was sitting in the bus, and this auntie came and "buaed" me -.- NVM! Thn ah! This bangala! ALSO BUA ME SIA! !@#$% somemore using his "thingy" Gross la -.- Stupid candy was dere laughing her ass off -.- so did justin and fiona. LOL OK thn went home and sleep =) Sunday(today) Went back to the same place again for the cheer comp, but this time with the judges ard, it's suppose to make me even more nervous thn the previous one, but somehow i got tt "aiya dun care" feeling -.- I know i shldnt be feeling this way but i cnt help it =x chaang came with kat and gave us some encouragement =) Thanks! So did the routine again but this time round it dint go smoothly, we missed the timing and i over did my roundoff backtuck -.- sian lor~ haha but nvm la at least i got to make some new friends even though is jus hi bye =) thn went to watch movie before heading back home =) GOOD NIGHT~ Saturday, August 16, 2008 so i fell once again =) i missed the feeling of rotating half way in the air and u know u wont land the move, and thus everything is in slow motion before u finally feel the pain =) I'm ok ppl =D no worries, as a matter a fact, i'm much more grateful tt i didnt injure my ankle =) Roundoff, Backtuck that i nvr tuck finish haha! FUN! But that euphoria will not come in a long long time =) I promise =) So ya thanks ah candy, for pei-ing me gym, lol more like waiting for me to gym finish =x haha but thanks la =) at least got ur company =) Xie xie ni da xiao jie! LOL Tml is performance =) Backtuck and a Roundoff Backtuck =) WE CAN DO IT! haha So yeah, rest well ba, my neck and knee hurts =\ good night. =) Labels: theartofpain Friday, August 15, 2008 yah yah i know i might sound like the bad guy, but then again i nvr asked for it. You go up to mr trouble's door and knock hard on it. Therefore the natural thing is to to get the door slamming hard on your face. you shld nvr had started it in the first place, if u still insist in starting it, i'd rather u jus freakingly keep it to urself thn to show it all out, cus u know you cannot handle it when it doesnt turned out the way u thought it would. showing it out seriously make things worst can? when things dun turned out the way you thought, u start saying "things" u start complaining abt this and that. If you cnt handle thn jus keep it to urself la! Irritating! ANW! when for training today and practiced for performance on sat and sun. did quite a few successful 1-1-1 =) and tried toss up to hand with candy with support from ken. The 1st try was alright but the 2nd one went wrong! She fell all de way down la! TSK TSK! can see she's in pain but she jus stayed strong and carried on =x i feel guilty =x SRY CANDY! =( Mus do a better job nxt time! OH YA, as much as me saying nt wanting to do a backtuck for a long time, i did it again -.- LOL! but is ok la! at least i dint hurt myself as much compared to last time, is like out of 12 backtuck\Roundoff backtuck, i only felt pain in my ankles for 2 times? which is like 16.67% chance of injuring my ankle. want to scroll 30% scroll in maple also so diff to pass i doubt a mere 16.67% is easy to kena also =x LOL! JY to gary for his backtuck =) Dun feel scared! if u cnt eliminate your fear, thn learn to like it =) you can do it! You'll nvr know u could do smth tt u think is impossible till you try =) i tot 40kg bench press was impossible for me, i tried and i found out i could do! with a lil support though =) NVM! work hard!! haha! GOOD NIGHT REST WELL! Labels: hateme Wednesday, August 6, 2008 I guess i shall refrain myself from doing anymore backtucks =( Even though i u may nt see it, my ankle is screaming at me! It's screaming at me for being stubborn, for nt letting it rest! Nt letting it recover! It's really painful. Every backtuck leaves a mark behind. guess i gotta know when to stop. And is NOW! no more backtuck till i am ready, and i will be. Planning to go for acupuncture this saturday, and protect my ankles and wrist. And exams are ard the corner~ need to put sometime to study too! =) time flies~ Labels: i guess my ankles are weak Tuesday, August 5, 2008 i duno abt you guys but i was really touched by this Story which was e-mailed to me. Here it goes, MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held herhand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to lether know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry wasactually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now. The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again. In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in amonth's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request. I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling some what upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized thatI hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hairwas graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitternessin her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms,walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly;it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore. She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because sheand I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart. The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. Not big mansions, cars and money =) Honestly, i rly duno whether have i improved? If nt thn where go wrong? I really have no idea. When i am stunting, i can get it right someimtes but is inconsistent. It goes on and off like JK flip flops in toggle mode. Maybe i'm still nt strong enough? i duno, Gyming helps? I think so for the matter of fact that this is the first time after performance that i start doing elevator again and nvr felt tired, including my legs. But that doesn't mean anything i guess? I feel no improvement in myself at all. I am glad to see everyone improving, haziq getting his RO BT, ken, larry, zubair, gary getting thier backtuck. But wad have i achieved? NOTHING~ I'm still here, stuck with RO BT, and a crappy RO back handspring? I duno, And cant even complete my push ups and sit ups according to everyone's timing? And always the last to finish push up and sit ups. And is alrdy 4 mths and is still the same. Did i nt train hard enough? maybe gyming doing 10 kg clean and jerk is nt enuf? doing my own body weight of dips is nt enuf? From the fact tt i cnt do my normal conditioning properly, i guess so. "is nt the quality is the quantity" ya i know~ everyone is saying tt but still, the greatest challenge is nt to overtake someone, is to overtake urself. Have i? sometimes i don't do things right i can feel it, but i cnt really see wad went wrong. Anyway, im jus disappointed in myself. Guess i gotta work harder, feel my mistakes and try to correct thm? if i can..... Labels: theres nth i cnt do Sunday, August 3, 2008 Went Singfest 2008 today! It was awesome la! haha Had loads of fun there, Jumped and screamed and sang along tgt with the crowd! Took photos too! And lucky me i got to take photo with Pierre! Simple Plan's Vocal! hahahaha! Things at singfest are freaking ex i i guess i spent like 58 dollars la -.- 2 shirts ( Singfest Shirt and Simple Plan's shirt) and 3 drinks. Imagine how ex was tt -.- OH OH and pierre signed my shirt =D WOOT! ok enuf talking, photos! New Found Glory! Melee! Lost Prophets! Simple Plan! Crowned King's Vocal! Pierre and I! Oh and the merchandise thingy =D Labels: kiss me |
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