Training Liberty!

Honestly,

i rly duno whether have i improved?

If nt thn where go wrong?

I really have no idea.

When i am stunting,

i can get it right someimtes

but is inconsistent.

It goes on and off

like JK flip flops in toggle mode.

Maybe i'm still nt strong enough?

i duno,

Gyming helps?

I think so for the matter of fact

that this is the first time

after performance that i start

doing elevator again and

nvr felt tired,

including my legs.

But that doesn't mean anything i guess?

I feel no improvement in myself at all.

I am glad to see everyone improving,

haziq getting his RO BT,

ken, larry, zubair, gary

getting thier backtuck.

But wad have i achieved?

NOTHING~

I'm still here,

stuck with RO BT,

and a crappy RO back handspring?

I duno,

And cant even complete my push ups

and sit ups according to everyone's timing?

And always the last to finish push up and sit ups.

And is alrdy 4 mths and is still the same.

Did i nt train hard enough?

maybe gyming doing 10 kg clean and jerk is nt enuf?

doing my own body weight of dips is nt enuf?

From the fact tt i cnt do my normal conditioning properly,

i guess so.

"is nt the quality is the quantity"

ya i know~ everyone is saying tt

but still,

the greatest challenge is nt to overtake someone,

is to overtake urself.

Have i?

sometimes i don't do things right

i can feel it,

but i cnt really see wad went wrong.

Anyway,

im jus disappointed in myself.

Guess i gotta work harder,

feel my mistakes and try to correct thm?

if i can.....

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